After two damn long years. I just have to write in my journal here. I still haven't finished college. And I really fucking want to. I fucking need to. Every damn day that passes by, i lose time and i grow old. It's taking forever.
Taking up Engineering has been difficult. My drive to finish it was to satisfy my parents' desire. I want them to be proud of their son. But along the way, as I grow up, I realized that this is not what I want to do in life. I should have chosen Advertising. Talk about damn regret!!!
I haven't posted in two years in my journal. And funny thing is, I have two more years to finish Engineering. Two more fucking years.
Life has been difficult. My relationship is hanging by a thread. My girlfriend is working...
My greatest fear is losing her because of the fact I AM STILL STUDYING.
Though at the moment, I am working but not the job I see myself doing forever. She has given me new life - a strong drive, a strong motivation. But she can't wait for me anymore...
I say to myself, "There's no more use in studying engineering. There's no more use in finishing it. I have to shift. Take up what I love. Or what I like."
I need to shift to advertising.
It's a good damn thing cigarettes were invented. I thank god and all the saints for letting him live. I want to meet him/her someday. He/she is the fucking best.